Based on my schedule, I should have posted the article about our weekend getaway trip to Den Haag today. Human plans, but still Allah is the best planner. I have already the draft, just need some more finishing so that it will be up soon inshaaAllah. By the way, instead of posting that article, I decided to write this unexpected article first today. Consider it as a subtitute, perhaps.
Sooo, the story I wanna share is that I just managed to delete exactly half of my instagram feeds today. If you wonder why, the answer is because after all this time I was considering to “hide” or even quit instagram, I finally became so sure to do it after I probably experience the effects of ‘Ain towards my baby. Yes, Bilal, he has always been healthy and fit since he was born mashaaAllaah. But yesterday afternoon, when he just woke up from nap, he suddenly got fever so high, 39,3°C. He was completely fine before he sleeps, he was so active as usual. The fever happened just like a shock. Fine, I admit that I posted some pictures of him and our family picture in instagram short before he fell asleep, and I was looking with too much adore look to his face when he just fell asleep. That’s why the first thing came to my mind when I found my firsborn just got his first fever was… this must be ‘Ain! I immediately watched again some speech talking about ‘Ain in utube. How frightened I am to get reminded how harm the ‘Ain is. All night long I can’t stop worrying how bad ‘Ain would hit my baby bee. Because Rasullullah (peace be upon him) said that ‘Ain could even bring somebody to death. Naudzubillahi min dzalik. Then yeah, to prevent worse things, I decided to stop expossing my family in social media isnhaaAllah. I pray that Allah keeps my intentions pure lillahita’alaa, aamiin.
Well, what happened to Bilal is not the only thing that assure me that ‘Ain is real. Believe it or not, before the recent family picture was up on my instagram feeds, Bilal got fever, then… we, the parents had big arguements during the day. I was crying like crazy, can’t believe how could it be that my marriage all of sudden come to such an hazard. May Allah protect all of us from bad things, in this dunya, and more so in akhira.
But alhamdulillah, everything got much better now after the big step I took today, learn how to wisely use social media. The fever is gone. I hope our baby will have speedy recovery, inshaaAllaah. Aaand, the good news is, AFTER 2 YEARS 8 MONTHS and 2 DAYS MARRIED, I FINALLY GOT A BOUQUET OF BEAUTIFUL WHITE FLOWERS FROM THE CUTE HUSBAND OF MINE. I was always wondering when would he give me A flower, and which flower will it be? I just got the answer today. MashaaAllah, tabarakallah. May Allah shower us with mercy, blessings, and true love. Aamiin. See? This story worth to be written so that the readers hopefully could take the hikmah from it, and it surely will be a nice reminder to the writer as well inshaaAllaah.
